Happy birthday, friend!

The boy in this photo is one among my friends. His full name is Fikryadi A. Lukman. I often call him iky, because it's his nickname.
Well, dia adalah temen gue dari dulu.

Euphoria of being a freshman: butterflies in the stomach

In some of previous posts, I've implicitly and explicitly told you about my stories here in Universitas Bakrie. But I haven't shared about this kind of story. Guess what? Yep, it is the story of butterflies in my tummy.
Sebelum gue ceritain in details, gue mau bikin opening yang catchy dulu. Yaa biar ngena dan flowingnya biar dapet aja. (tapi kalo at the end, ga ngena dan ga ngeflow, yaudah, at least I try ._.)
Well... Pernah ga sih kalian ngerasain moment of butterfly in the stomach? Not literally ada kupu-kupu yang terbang di perut lo, atau ada kupu-kupu yang magically muncul di lambung lo. Tapi momen disaat..... Saat tanpa sengaja ataupun disengaja, ketemu 'seseorang'. Momen, dagdigdugserrr. Momen saat lo ngerasain kejang-kejang dalam hati. Momen yang bikin lo ngerasa ada rasa yang beda, jika dengan objek yang lain. Buat gue 'rasa' itu may not be 'love' --at the begining--. Mungkin, kesenangan yang ga biasa. Mungkin, kepuasan tersendiri. Dan mungkin, buat ngelatih hati.

Praktikum dan Mood Swing

After mid-term exam, ada praktikum kimia dasar. Ibu Dosennya ngasih pilihan waktu buat praktikum dan entah bagaimana, jadwal yang fix untuk gue dan teman2 TI-UB2012 yang lain adalah hari Selasa pukul 8 pagi. At that time, I thought "Great! Tuesday will be Hari Kimia. Paginya praktikum, siangnya teori" and I was so excited about doing praktikum. Not because I'm into chemistri, I am not really into chemistry actually. But because, ada lab baru gitudeh haha. It may sound ridiculous. It does loh. Tapi sampe sekarang I still don't know, why, at that time, I was so excited.

Implisit.

Tau implicit differentiation kan? Tau juga gimana rasanya punya perasaan ke orang tapi cuma bisa lewat diam? Nah, hidden feelings itu sama fungsi implisit. Cara solvingnya beda dan relatif lebih complicated.

"it's true that complaining can't simply solve your problem. But somehow, complaining can make you feel lighter. bisa bikin perasaan jadi lega. Kayak plong aja gitu. Jadi intinya, it's O.K to complain kok" -a friend.

Wishing on those stars.

"..Because in a dark night, he knocked my door and threw me a smile. Turned the darkness into light for a temporary period of time.
Too bad he left me scar. Oh how I wish it was an everlasting happiness instead.."
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