Before going back to Jakarta.

Good morning people! It's so rare, that I'm writing in the morning. Because I often post in the evening or even midnight :p

So well, today is the day when February 2013 ends! That means I'm closer to the College life again. That also means my holiday will end soon.

I don't know what to feel. Sad? Yes. Happy? Umm.. Yes.
Being here isn't as enjoyable as what I used to feel. I enjoy my holiday. I enjoy Ternate. But I can't hide the fact that I really want to see and to talk to him, my daddy. I may look childish, but you don't know how hard it is, losing your very wise listener. But it really relieves me, at the same time. Karena disini gue bisa langsung ke makam Papa, kapanpun gue mau. Dan itu, bikin tenang. That's what I hardly get in Jakarta. Not to mention, yesterday is 27-02. The day reminds me that he already left me for 10 months. Dan kemarin mungkin adalah tanggal 27 setelah 27 April 2012, yang gue lalui tanpa rasa sakit kayak biasanya. Maybe because I'm here.

I'll be leaving to Jakarta tomorrow morning. But I haven't done some things I already planned to do. This is my last day. I haven't gone to Sulamadaha Beach or any other beach. But, I'm okay. I couldn't jog to Salero because I almost never woke up early hahah. I didn't eat pisang lumpur and pisang maniso as well. I didn't eat Lontong because the place has been closed. I didn't eat sate maryam, but I did eat sate, 10 tusuk haha. I didn't eat Bakso Ambigu. But hell, I ate too many Bakso here. I also haven't visited my home, the place I used to lived for more than 17 years haha.

Although I haven't done some, I'm still happy to be here. I'm going back soon. And maybe I won't come back on July or next February or next July. I hope I won't be so homesick as what I got when I was 8 months away from home&dad.