Happy birthday, friend!

The boy in this photo is one among my friends. His full name is Fikryadi A. Lukman. I often call him iky, because it's his nickname.
Well, dia adalah temen gue dari dulu.

Euphoria of being a freshman: butterflies in the stomach

In some of previous posts, I've implicitly and explicitly told you about my stories here in Universitas Bakrie. But I haven't shared about this kind of story. Guess what? Yep, it is the story of butterflies in my tummy.
Sebelum gue ceritain in details, gue mau bikin opening yang catchy dulu. Yaa biar ngena dan flowingnya biar dapet aja. (tapi kalo at the end, ga ngena dan ga ngeflow, yaudah, at least I try ._.)
Well... Pernah ga sih kalian ngerasain moment of butterfly in the stomach? Not literally ada kupu-kupu yang terbang di perut lo, atau ada kupu-kupu yang magically muncul di lambung lo. Tapi momen disaat..... Saat tanpa sengaja ataupun disengaja, ketemu 'seseorang'. Momen, dagdigdugserrr. Momen saat lo ngerasain kejang-kejang dalam hati. Momen yang bikin lo ngerasa ada rasa yang beda, jika dengan objek yang lain. Buat gue 'rasa' itu may not be 'love' --at the begining--. Mungkin, kesenangan yang ga biasa. Mungkin, kepuasan tersendiri. Dan mungkin, buat ngelatih hati.

Praktikum dan Mood Swing

After mid-term exam, ada praktikum kimia dasar. Ibu Dosennya ngasih pilihan waktu buat praktikum dan entah bagaimana, jadwal yang fix untuk gue dan teman2 TI-UB2012 yang lain adalah hari Selasa pukul 8 pagi. At that time, I thought "Great! Tuesday will be Hari Kimia. Paginya praktikum, siangnya teori" and I was so excited about doing praktikum. Not because I'm into chemistri, I am not really into chemistry actually. But because, ada lab baru gitudeh haha. It may sound ridiculous. It does loh. Tapi sampe sekarang I still don't know, why, at that time, I was so excited.

Implisit.

Tau implicit differentiation kan? Tau juga gimana rasanya punya perasaan ke orang tapi cuma bisa lewat diam? Nah, hidden feelings itu sama fungsi implisit. Cara solvingnya beda dan relatif lebih complicated.

"it's true that complaining can't simply solve your problem. But somehow, complaining can make you feel lighter. bisa bikin perasaan jadi lega. Kayak plong aja gitu. Jadi intinya, it's O.K to complain kok" -a friend.

Wishing on those stars.

"..Because in a dark night, he knocked my door and threw me a smile. Turned the darkness into light for a temporary period of time.
Too bad he left me scar. Oh how I wish it was an everlasting happiness instead.."
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Live as an engineering student

Firstly, I'm asking for apology, untuk ga sering ngeblog lagi. It wasn't because I had been running out of idea but pretty much because gue terlalu sibuk living my life as an engineering student here.

Angel is getting married!

4 days ago(21st of August), I got a bbm dari Angel. Dia minta gue cek grup. Kebetulan, gue pernah wipe contact di bb, dan sialnya grup ga bisa direcover lagi. Gue minta Angel buat reinvite gue di grup. And she did it. Tapi dia juga bilang di personal chat, "gue nikah tanggal 25 hari sabtu. Lo mau dateng ga?". And I was like... "Ya ampun! Tuhan, ini serius? Angel nikah? Sabtu ini? Bulan ini? Kenapa dimajuin? Kenapa baru bilang sekarang?". Perasaan gue campur aduk, antara senang, terharu, sedih, galau, but mostly, I was shocked. Gue syok bukan karena dia lebih dulu nikah, karena akhir Mei lalu, Angel pernah bilang di grup kalau dia punya rencana nikah tanggal 20-12-2012 karena 20 Desember beberapa tahun yang lalu adalah tanggal jadian Angel&Ifan. Sambil gue chatting sama Angel, gue langsung cek harga tiket Cgk-Mdc untuk sebelum tanggal 25. And guess how much it'd cost? 800 ribuan and above. Bahkan ada 1 flight yang harga tiketnya sampai 3 juta lebih. Mahal kan? Bangettt!

8 Months and there were so many changes

Hi, it's 2012 ya ternyata haha

bukan 2011 yang terlalu cepat, tapi guenya aja yang males posting. alasannya banyak sih ya, mulai dari sibuk belajar buat UN (padahal ga sibuk-sibuk banget sih), laptop yang keseringan bluescreen sampe modem yang ga bersahabat -_-

too many things happened since last time I posted thing here. LPSSA 2011, Tahun Baru, UN, PMDK Bakrie, Papa meninggal, SNMPTN, sampe yang paling terbaru ya daftar di Universitas Bakrie.